'You begged countless times but my heart was made up to leave u' - Nigerian lady mourns the sudden death of her ex boyfriend

 

Mourning her late boyfriend whom she parted ways with on bad terms, Medlin Chisom took to her Facebook page after receiving the sad news and wrote;

RIP baby. Cutie, as I used to call you. I know right now I might sound stupid and insane. But il try to take everything.
Let's have a flashback
Facebook made me to know you in 2014. We became good friends and later fell head over heels for each other. We had good memories together, laughed, cried, quarreled, yabbed and did other funny things.
Fast forward to 2016, things became rocky and difficult. Trust me I made them difficult. You begged countless of times but my heart was made up to leave u. I began ignoring ur calls and messages both from you and your brother.
I felt you were no more important and I moved on. I deleted your number, blocked you on whatsap and Facebook. Truthfully all those periods, I missed you a bit but my ego wouldn't let me.
Fast forward to this morning, I got up to take an ease just to see a post of you attached with RIP? Wtf! Nnamdi? My own Dell Dell? Jesus Christ, I quickly called your brother and tho he hesitated to pick, his voice explained everything.
So here I am, writing back to you at death. I feel so stupid, hated and awkward. How come? All those dreams you talked bout? Those endless wishes? #sobs.
I'm sorry Dell. I take out this time to mourn you cos funny enough my heart is blinking the same way it did the first day I met you in Enugu.
With tears in my heart, I wish you a better place in the life beyond. I love you Dell.